Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Wow.. haven't been updating. Kinda forgotten abt it. =x Anyway, i dun even know who still visits my blog haha.. probably no one? =P
Well lately i've been going out with my cousins more than i do with frens.. and i realise how far apart we'd become. I'm trying to bridge the gap between us.. trying to find out how their lives had been, like how they're getting on with their frens, studies, etc. All of them are ok.. and we're still able to talk easily with one another (i was pretty close to most of them last time when we used to hang out alot together and do things kids liked to do at that time..), tho they've all more or less grown up and it's kinda weird to "play" with them like i used to when we were still kids.
There's one exception tho.. a guy cousin 4 yrs younger than me. Altho i wasn't as close to him as compared to the rest previously, we were still able to chat with each other freely. After a couple of yrs of having little contact with him, i realise that he's changed dramatically. Yea from young he was quite a subdued little kid, tho with quite a fiery temper (which i think he still has now), but now he seems to be very withdrawn within himself. (I guess most ppl would term this as becoming a loner.) Like at Joey's (my older cousin) wedding this yr for example, the other cousins were mixing arnd and chatting with each other happily (coz it was smth of a gathering for relatives as well), but he was sitting alone and tho we tried to include him in our conversations he didn't seem to want to join us at all. I'm kinda worried abt him.. but i duno wat i can do for him. Probably asking him to see a counseller would be a good idea but i dun think he would take to the idea much. I considered talking to him myself, but it's kinda hard to get him to even meet me outside.. *sigh* what to do..?
posted @ 9:36 PM
Friday, November 26, 2004
Another one of my mood swing days.. dun bother asking me why coz i dun feel like talking abt it. Why shld i bother when the person whom i care abt dun seem to freaking care?! Really, i juz wish again that i'm those emotionless ice queen. That way i wun feel hurt, i wun feel angry, i wun feel disappointed. When would i ever learn..
posted @ 9:45 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
Watched 'Taxi' today with Si at PS.. not bad la.. kinda funny. And i juz realised that there really are alot of movies that i wanna watch for the next couple mths.. gonna be broke soon. Got any crazy movies goers interested in chionging the cinemas with me? =x
Actually wanna go ktv with Joey today.. but i think we cannot make it already for the 7-11pm time slot for Party World. I guess i gotta wait til next time to scratch my ktv itch.. and my pool itch as well. Ah~ i wanna play pool~ >_<
posted @ 7:35 PM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
Yay~ finally got my contact lenses ytd! So happy lol.. been waiting for like eternity. =x Went to collect them in the afternn.. and the person made me put them on and take them off so many times.. =.= then she taught me how to wash them etc. And after that i wore them to meet my cousin for a movie.
If u ask me abt how i feel abt my 1st time wearing contact lenses, well, it was ok for me.. juz that i keep feeling the lenses in my eyes, a little bit uncomfortable, and they make my eyes a little tired by the end of the day. But those're probably due to me not being used to them yet.
After watching Princess Diaries 2 with my cousin, we went back to her place coz i arranged to let her mum help me trim my hair. Her mum (my aunt) is learning hairdressing at the moment and kinda needs some model to practise on lol. Actually it wasn't that bad, i think she'll be able to make it as a hairdresser..
posted @ 9:40 AM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Weee.. haven't updated my blog for the past few days. Not that i'd forgotten abt it, juz that there's really not much for me to write abt.. no special events going on. Juz the usual routine stuff everyday, wake up, work, go home, chat abit on the net, then slp. Not working today tho.. gotta go for dinner with my relatives tonite at Chimes. I suppose there'll be like arnd 14 ppl altogether.. quite alot considering we haven't had such a gathering for a long time(since my granma passed away). Oh well.. gotta tolerate my aunts' nagging again.. =x
posted @ 11:41 AM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Hmm.. went to attend theory lessons 1 and 2 today at SSDC. Luckily for me, i managed to not fall aslp during lesson.. =x I wish the basic theory test will come sooner tho, still have to wait til 9th dec. =.= Btw, i juz added a training system chart to record my progress.. like what i said i wld do in the other post a few days ago.. check it out here or click on the link i added under "things to do" section.
posted @ 6:43 PM
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Hmm.. removed the background music again. Duno why all of a sudden there're popups popping up again lolz. I figured i better do smth abt it since my virus scan seems to detect smth. Well i think i'm not putting up anymore music already since it's really a nuisance and i'm sure there're alot of ppl out there who prefer to read a blog with no background music to screw up their winamp or whatever they're playing on their com.
Feeling kinda happy rite now coz i found many old classmates and acquaintances on frenster. I suddenly have this urge to find as many of my old frens as possible and to catch up on stuff. I really miss many of them and i've already arranged to meet a few of them some time next wk. I really hope to have some sort of gathering since we haven't seen each other for yrs. I also hope to find my pri schmates.. we had yearly gatherings up until when i was in late sec sch.. then we sort of lost contact. Oh well.. finally i'm beginning to feel some life in myself and i'm glad i decided to take the initiative to so what i was supposed to do long ago..
posted @ 10:42 PM
Finally got enroled for driving course today.. or rather ytd.. kinda excited. But 1st i have to pass my basic theory test before i can go for any hands-on stuff. Hope i get a good instructor.. (preferably a good-looking one wahahha =x) I'll put up a personal schedule for my course later in the morn to record my progress. Kinda late now and i gotta go to bed soon.. still have to work later.. nitey all!
posted @ 12:37 AM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
Phew.. juz spent a few hrs redoing my blog. Going for black this time instead of pink lol. Changed to another song as well. Alrite.. nth more to update.. ciao!
posted @ 4:16 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
Hmm.. the past few days were spent.. working.. working. Well.. not as busy compared to other jobs i've done before tho. Nth much to write abt, just typing some unimportant stuff. Gonna go enrol in Class C driving course @ SSDC next mon, and attend an enrolment briefing session @ the same time. Might go take up violin lessons as well.. it's smth that i wanna learn for a long time already. Not cfm yet.. coz i haven't find out abt where i can learn that and how much it wld cost. Right.. that's all for now i guess..
posted @ 8:51 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Having a super mega headache.. zzz. I really wanted to go cycling @ ubin with lovehurts ppl today.. but with my stomach cramp ytd.. and now i got this freaking headache.. do i have a choice? Let's just say i know my own body best.. but now i got a feeling someone is angry or at least annoyed at me.. nvm. Anyway i just saw, or rather, noticed smth that kinda hurts me somehow. Not going to say what, just that i'm kinda sad. Perhaps it's partly my own fault? Nvm.. no point aggravating my headache over this.. i just need a little understanding that's all.. too much to ask?
posted @ 1:46 PM
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
After so long of psychoing myself.. trying to make up my mind.. i finally went to do my contact lens today. Gonna cost me $250 sia.. the hole in my pocket getting bigger and bigger.. wait my whole pocket gone.
Anyway, the good news is, the person told me the degree in my left eye dropped by 25, and more amazingly, my astigmatism dropped as well.. from 200 to 125 to be exact. 
Well, i'll be able to get my contacts abt 2 wks later. Hopefully, i'll be able to get used to using contacts quickly.posted @ 8:43 PM
Monday, November 08, 2004
Alrite.. since si wan me to post my latest pic.. here goes..
posted @ 10:46 PM
Back from work.. nth much to say abt that tho. Went to borrow some comix from a nearby comix shop to help pass some of my time at dad's shop. I guess i forgot to mention that i went to cut my hair last saturday. Looks kinda weird now.. but my mum kept saying 'cute'.
Um.. if anyone wanna imagine what my hair looks like now, think of Ou Xuan's hairstyle in "Ren Wo Au You" in ch8. Smth like that. Plus my face. Weird rite? Haiz..posted @ 8:30 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2004
Haven't been slping well for the past wk or so. Maybe it's due to the new environment or slping arrangements? Or perhaps it's the bed or what? Whatever it is, i'm getting more and more tired nowadays.. getting slpy often and can't really concentrate on stuff. I figured i need to get outdoors more often, even if it's to work. So now i'm officially back to helping my dad in his shop (I'd been helping him in his workstuff from home on and off), partly coz i can't seem to find a job that i like outside, and partly coz my dad needs an extra pair of hands at his shop. I guess it's the same as me working part-time outside, just that the boss' my dad. (I just feel kinda weird and uncomfortable working for him..) I'm just working part-time for him as well, on Mon - Wed, Fri and Sat, 5-day wk, from 1pm - 7pm each day. The salary is pretty much the same as the mkt too. And i think i'm gonna apply for driving course some time in the foloing wk.. dun wanna waste any more of my time..
posted @ 10:29 AM
Saturday, November 06, 2004
Is it just me or it's the website..? Whenever i wanna update my blog, either the website goes down or it's slow like hell.
And i'm already lazy enough as it is to update..
Anyway, my mum is really getting on my nerves nowadays. She's like a nagging machine, and i'm her primary target 24/7. Whenever her mouth opens i feel like screaming in frustration, and not having my own hideout anymore (sharing a room with her now) doesn't help the situation one bit. I'm sorely tempted to go out all day just to avoid her. Anywhere will do.. as long as the place is free of her 'noise'.
*takes a deep breath* *sigh* Well.. i guess it can't be helped tho, she's just concerned abt me, but i really wish she can just cut it down abit and leave me alone sometimes..posted @ 9:30 PM
Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Hmm.. haven been updating for some time. Getting realli pek chek with my laptop these few days. I think i formatted it @ least 3 times in the past week.
I can't seem to do a thorough scan on my main drive.. can anyone tell me why? I tried formatting but it doesn't help. 
*sigh* not much mood to write anything now..posted @ 10:34 PM