Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Wow.. haven't been updating. Kinda forgotten abt it. =x Anyway, i dun even know who still visits my blog haha.. probably no one? =P
Well lately i've been going out with my cousins more than i do with frens.. and i realise how far apart we'd become. I'm trying to bridge the gap between us.. trying to find out how their lives had been, like how they're getting on with their frens, studies, etc. All of them are ok.. and we're still able to talk easily with one another (i was pretty close to most of them last time when we used to hang out alot together and do things kids liked to do at that time..), tho they've all more or less grown up and it's kinda weird to "play" with them like i used to when we were still kids.
There's one exception tho.. a guy cousin 4 yrs younger than me. Altho i wasn't as close to him as compared to the rest previously, we were still able to chat with each other freely. After a couple of yrs of having little contact with him, i realise that he's changed dramatically. Yea from young he was quite a subdued little kid, tho with quite a fiery temper (which i think he still has now), but now he seems to be very withdrawn within himself. (I guess most ppl would term this as becoming a loner.) Like at Joey's (my older cousin) wedding this yr for example, the other cousins were mixing arnd and chatting with each other happily (coz it was smth of a gathering for relatives as well), but he was sitting alone and tho we tried to include him in our conversations he didn't seem to want to join us at all. I'm kinda worried abt him.. but i duno wat i can do for him. Probably asking him to see a counseller would be a good idea but i dun think he would take to the idea much. I considered talking to him myself, but it's kinda hard to get him to even meet me outside.. *sigh* what to do..?
posted @ 9:36 PM