Friday, September 16, 2005
If I'm crazy you'd be dead..Yup.. i really think so.. i guess i'm really out of touch with my self-control heh.
Hmm nothing much to say except that i'd spent more money, as i went shopping yesterday again at Far East. I get kinda appalled when i sometimes visualise myself buying things without qualms. Anyway, bought another navy green tank top, a pink and white striped bangle, a toe ring, and yet another anklet.
I've been trying to say this, i seriously understand right now why women need to spend so much time getting ready to go out. I didn't used to, before i started behaving like a girl. Not that i was a tom-boy, but i didn't care much about my appearance at that time.
Just bathing alone takes me 30 minutes. Then putting on some skin care lotions and minimal make-up takes me another 15. (I'm still not the type to bury my face under layers of powder.) Not to mention my earrings and other accessories and finding clothes to wear. I need at least an hour before i can get ready to go enjoy myself.
I wish i'm a guy.
Gonna go get myself more ear piercings next wednesday. I'll definitely do it this time. (Noooo the pain i have to go through >_<) I still remember the horrible experience years ago when i got my first piercings. Will go pluck my eyebrows tomorrow as well.. considering getting embroidery. I've found a nice and cheap place. Thinking of going for a haircut too, my hair's getting kinda untidy.
Still trying to get over certain things. They're not really important but yet they still bother me. A little. I miss so many things. I wonder when i will find what i'm truly looking for. Perhaps what i'm looking for is myself.
posted @ 11:52 PM