Sunday, March 19, 2006
Am i stressed?Seriously what am i supposed to do.. when i'm torn between enjoying myself and not letting my family worry about me. It's at times like these that i truely experience the worse aspect that i inherited from my mum.
Her pointless anxiety at hypothetical events that may or may not happen, her ability to worry over the slightest things that come to her mind, being so easily emotionally affected.
Somehow what is it that i'm feeling now? PMS? Surely not. Or perhaps i've been spending too much time alone at home?
To her i may seem like a stiff manequin, cold and unfeeling, with lack of compassion. But it's just thin ice over turbulent currents underneath.
I... am just someone who can't always express my emotions right on the surface, unless in extreme situations. I guess this is just remnants of my old character that i can't shake off.
She, or they, will never understand me.
posted @ 11:55 PM