Wednesday, June 28, 2006
OvertimeHad to work OT for the past 2 days, until 11pm+ and even 12am+.. terrible. So in the cab on my way home, my brain decided to grow its own legs and started wandering off..
Jealousy - is it a good or bad emotion to have? The word itself already sounds pretty bad to me. Surely most would agree that it's something negative. Probably because this emotion usually induces negative behaviour, like being unreasonable, anger, or.. even violence?
But, but sometimes I think it's cute also leh. For example, like when you see your lover getting all anxious and unsettled when he/she sees you being too close with someone else.. isn't that cute~? (I'm not a sadist.. am I?)
To me, such feelings are just part and parcel of life. It is what makes you human.. alive. There's nothing to be ashamed about, neither is there anything to hide.
More importantly, is whether you are able to control your emotions, to prevent them from over-running your actions, clouding your judgements. A person who is in control of himself is a strong person, that's what I think.
By the way, before people start shooting me things like, "What the hell happened!?", or "Hor hor.. which guy/flower/bee/etc is it this time??", these were just my thoughts while I was wasting away in the cab. They have nothing in relevant with my life whatsoever now HOR.
It's just one of the times when my mind is being hyper-weird, and I just wanna share what I thought about.
What I feel like doing now: pool.. ktv.. pool.. ktv.. pool.. ktv.. (infinitely)
posted @ 11:57 PM
Sunday, June 25, 2006
I'm backie~Finally got round to doing something for my blog.. got sick of seeing the old look heh. ;P
First things first, sorry to all my friends out there for being mia for the past god-knows-how-long. I just became tired of blogging and decided to take a break from it, and also from msn and other online stuff as well.
I'm not sure when I'll disappear again, which might be anytime, so in case you guys desperately wanna look for me, just contact me on my mobile k?
So what have I been doing? Well my closer friends should know. For those who don't, basically I'm slogging my life away at work again.. nahz, not to that extent but since I work 6 days per week, with night shifts from Monday to Friday, I'm left with little time to socialise around, be it online or offline. Plus I still gotta juggle my family time, rest time, self-entertainment time.. etc.
Don't get me wrong, I'm still pretty satisfied with my job now, which, by the way, is Clinic Assistant cum Customer Service Officer at a gynae clinic located in Gleneagles Hospital. As with the case in every job, there are bound to be fun times well as frustrated moments. But hopefully after my probation period, my salary will *ahem* go in a much more positive and upwards direction. ;P
Nonetheless, I will definitely make time for my darlings Denise and Shirley, and of course my pool kakis - you know who you are heh - no matter how busy I am.
Announcement of the day: I trashed Wei Liong by 7 balls at pool last week! Mwahahahah!!! :xxx
posted @ 1:34 PM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Lazy..Lazy..
too lazy..
to come online..
to update..
to post pics..
yawnz..
posted @ 12:22 AM