Wednesday, June 28, 2006
OvertimeHad to work OT for the past 2 days, until 11pm+ and even 12am+.. terrible. So in the cab on my way home, my brain decided to grow its own legs and started wandering off..
Jealousy - is it a good or bad emotion to have? The word itself already sounds pretty bad to me. Surely most would agree that it's something negative. Probably because this emotion usually induces negative behaviour, like being unreasonable, anger, or.. even violence?
But, but sometimes I think it's cute also leh. For example, like when you see your lover getting all anxious and unsettled when he/she sees you being too close with someone else.. isn't that cute~? (I'm not a sadist.. am I?)
To me, such feelings are just part and parcel of life. It is what makes you human.. alive. There's nothing to be ashamed about, neither is there anything to hide.
More importantly, is whether you are able to control your emotions, to prevent them from over-running your actions, clouding your judgements. A person who is in control of himself is a strong person, that's what I think.
By the way, before people start shooting me things like, "What the hell happened!?", or "Hor hor.. which guy/flower/bee/etc is it this time??", these were just my thoughts while I was wasting away in the cab. They have nothing in relevant with my life whatsoever now HOR.
It's just one of the times when my mind is being hyper-weird, and I just wanna share what I thought about.
What I feel like doing now: pool.. ktv.. pool.. ktv.. pool.. ktv.. (infinitely)
posted @ 11:57 PM